Thursday, July 28, 2011

Rain rain go away, and dont come back until im somewhere else or so dead asleep i cant hear you anyway.

Yeah so from the title you probably notice its raining. Although i dont mind the rain, however its 5 in the morning and the rain is very loud and slightly annoying. I know your thinking i should be asleep (or as the new term originating from a typo, "skeepo") but i cant sleep. In all honesty ill give the best reasons i can legitimately form in my head. 1. Ive kinda been sleeping during the day and up at night, however thats the result of 2. I cant really sleep because my mind is racing from various things. Like tonight, although i may be trying to cover it up, im worried about Hannah. Shes sick right now and even though she says she used to it and shell be fine, i still cant help but worry, i dont like her being sick, i just dont, ok? And now her horse Winston who isnt actualy her horse is going to be sold. See hes at a barn where she goes to ride and she rides and takes care of him although hes someone elses horse. Now they are going to sell him, which means she wont see him again, and if she does she wont get to ride him, unless however she buys him, but shes so paranoid and worroed she wont get to because the person who is selling him might be asking for too much and she doesnt know. And i know the whole ordeal is making her upset and when someone is upset when theyre sick it kinda slows down the recovery process, But im not gonna get into the scientifics about that like i was thinking about doing in my head. So im just really worried about her and i just hope everything works out for her. I know itll just brake her heart if she looses him, although i may not be able to understand the love a person can have for a horse, i can see it in hannah, i can feel it in her, and i know how much she loves him and how much it would crush her to loose him, and i dont want to see her heart broken like that. If the thought of her pain from that would hurt me as bad as it does i could hardly imagine how shell feel. Oh and not to mention that if she does get him she wont be able to get lessons (riding lessons) anymore cuz that would be too much money, although she said that doesnt matter as much and i understand that. So, yeah enough with the depressing matters. You may have notice ive been "hacked" well that was Hannah and Katie, thanks alot you two for freakin me out like that :P however i had it coming to me for all the times ive messed with them, i actualy feel bad, and no not because i didnt like it happening to me xD just because its a mean thing of me to do and i need not do that. See i think that both of them will love me no matter what and so i can mess with them cuz theyll never leave me, but thats not the way things should work. And i apologize, i really should not be doing that, its just plain cruel. So anyway, umm yeah i guess ill tell a little bit about myself, i guess well start with physicql appearence. Im about 5 feet seven inches, i would have done the symbols but i can never remember which is which xD i dont check my weoght often but last i checked i was around 170, i have blue eyes, just plIn blue eyes, but if you were to ask hannah theyre the most beautiful sparkling blue eyes youve ever seen, but really, theyre just normal blue eyes. I have hair, i can never determine the color because 1. Its changed and switched through the years and 2. Im partialy colorblind, but its basicaly somewhere from a dark blond to a brown i guess? Im not sure xD ask someone who can see color xD it currently is slightly long and considering im laying in bEd typing this up on my phone, its very messy i do plan on getting a haircut soon tho, i havent had one in about 3 months or so, id say slightly longer. However if i get it cut to short hannah will kill me, so in that case, who thinks i should shave my head? Kik i dont think id ever go through with thT, i happen to like having hair somewhat. Im white, i am somewjere around average, at least the way i look ;) that doesnt mean i couldnt easily help you move :) and hey if you ask, and your close by and will give me a ride...and food, id be glad to help! XD (kik, im kidding, but im not, although i am, but im not, in other words i dont seriously mean that unless your willing to actualy do that, so like, ill still help you anyway, but if you offer that i wont say no) so yeah i have finger like toes, kinda why i wear size 11 1/2 although depending on the show i can squeeze into a 10, but people say i have big feet, and i guess i do, but its still realyy just my long toes xD im also double jointed, as a matter of fact, because of that i can never make my fingers staright, they actualy bend back when i try, which is kinda creepy. Ok wow, ive been writing for a while, i started at like 5:30 and its now 6, i actualy feel better now tho, i cant honestly say im going to go to sleep now, but ill finish this tomorrow cause youre probably bored now and really only skimmed to this part, this part of course being the ending, oh and you know how at the begining i said it was raining? Well it stopped rainong now. Well even if i dont right away i should try to sleep so i bid you farwell. This is Donny the Epic saying goodmoright to all of you faithful people whom i commend if you actualy read all this ;)

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